hai, hello...i can't sleep. i feel restless or maybe just lonely. did you ever felt lonely? most of us did or do or don't even know how to feel..how are we react to these feeling? i tried to read some book, finished 1 this evening, a love story, happy ending..wish mine were the same. my story feel like hanging in between, not happy nor sad..it't ok but i want more, greedy.


the weather very hot tonight..hope its rain and have cool night sleep.


and i tried to search and learn to plant some tomatoes...what kind of tomatoes..any suggestion? i want to have some green in my house, i bought 2 pot of plant, like cactus and aloe vera kind...i don't keep pet because they die..i will feel miserable. yes, plant is better alternative to keep me accupied, for awhile.


its 2.08am, my handphone is charged, i will try to sleep..good night.