I'm sorry I haven't talk to you lately. Love really hurts..Truly deeply hurts. There's so much I want to tell you but i can't put it into words. There's so much in my head right now it makes me want to explode. Love can make you do anything, endure anything but if love ignore you, you go crazy.
All kind of things come to your mind. He doesn't love me anymore or have someone else. Or does he cheat on you? Oh, i'm tired thinking of it. I just want to be happy(not ha ha happy) just happy with someone at my side, but why it's so hard?
I don't think i'm asking to much out of him. I don't demand expensive things (or should i?). I just want him to be with me.
I hate myself for being so weak. I read books & play games to forget about it but every few minutes i'll check my handphone to see if there's a mesage from him. And it makes my heart ache so bad.
I don't know what he wants.
1 comment:
Hang in there! As Patty Griffin sings:
“… the years will bring a bigger scheme of things
And make a pretty memory out of my disgrace…
…Time will do the talking
Years will do the walking
I'll just find a comfy spot and wait it out.
Time will do the talking
Years will do the walking
Time will tell you baby what you can't hear now…”
It will all get better! :)
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